what led you to believe what you do? just wondering if you get bored after a while. after years and years of looking at porn I probably have the same emptiness inside that you all have. Euphoric highs and lows, never level or even. I looked to your site bobsmith whatever for something different, but you don't seem to be any different than anyone else. you are obviously making a living and that's cool. But if you are going through all the trouble to make a cool site, why don't you offer something that can give me hope? nobody has hope for me. I have christian friends and they are actually starting to make some sense. can you give me any reasons to not go to church for help. i teter on blowing my head off or praying. what can you offer me.....anything? just wondering if you guys are as empty as me. your site will definitely get a rise outta christians and that's why you do it i'm sure. why not tell me on your site how to fill my darkness with joy. you look like you're having fun. why can't I have any fun in life any more? I guess it all boils down to believing in god or not believing in god. i'm tired of trying to get a rise out of people, that's easy. i want to know if you can offer me anything to take away my hurt, besides a bullet. thanks for your time. pk